Pray for my Angel....

At some point of time, we all go through this phase, where we just feel that we’ve lost everything. Nothing we want is with us. Your neighbor turns out to be a SUPER SEXY HOT MODEL, you get a 99 in your exams but yet you discover that she’s GAY and you just lost your seat by 0.1%.

But in my case, I wasn’t even that lucky. I neither got a neighbor nor could me at least clear a straight 60. People said “Patience is the virtue”. They asked me to just wait. “Right things do happen at right time”. I thought; let me give it a shot. So I waited. And waited. And waited a little more. But then realized that my life was like a “SNOOZE” button for god. Every time I scream “Alarm” “Alarm”, he just pressed “Snooze” and slept a little longer. Patience was indeed a virtue. A virtue for PESSIMISM.

So I finally decided to go on ISOLATION. I stopped playing, talking, laughing, and basically stopped doing anything and everything that involved people in it. It was all me everywhere. I got more time to spend with myself. And it was during that time I actually I realized what were my deepest desires. I was actually feeling good. Basically for the fact that I don’t have to share anything with anyone. But then again I forgot this basic truth that it is not only happiness that I got to share; I also have sorrow, grief and anguish.

I wanted to share them but I just couldn’t find someone because I just didn’t trust anyone. Trust was a simple 5 letter word which was beyond my comprehension. Things go right or wrong, I was happy that I got no one else but me to blame for it. So isolation was great. Till the day I met this angel.

No. It’s not another love story. In fact, it is more motivational and weary. It’s actually after seeing this angel I just learnt what I was missing all my life. I didn’t even realize how and when did I go through this whole TRANSFORMATION. All I remember is that smile on that angel’s face.

I just wanted to know the secret behind that smile because I never saw the angel without the smile. So one day, I just went to the angel and asked it the secret. It replied, “To know the reason behind my secret, you have to stay with me for a fortnight”. Fifteen days was not a bad bargain to find the secret of that smile. So I just agreed. But never in the wildest dreams did I ever imagine what would happen in the next fifteen days.

Days passed by like the spring’s breeze. Not hot not cold. And all I could see everyday was a new trouble tied to this angel’s neck. It had a new trouble at every sunrise and a new problem at every sunset and yet it managed to make its smile shine like gold. At the end of the fifteenth day, I had seen the angel in the worst situations of life but still with a sparking smile. I was confused. So I just asked it, “What is it that makes you to go on for more in life? I’ve never seen anyone living a life which is as hard as yours and of those whom I have seen; I’ve never noticed a smile on their face? Why is it that I have never seen a tear on your face?”

It simply replied, “I live life with HOPE. HOPE that tomorrow life’s got a surprise for me. that tomorrow I find another friend like you who gives me another reason to smile. HOPE. I just HOPE.”

What I’ve learnt: I always saw this angel and thought how happy it was. But never even knew that it was going through situations worse than that of mine. A petite word which had the secret to happiness on this planet. HOPE. HOPE to believe in yourself when others don’t.

This part of the post is not a post-script or a foot-note. It is a genuine and a humble request of mine. A couple of days ago, for the first time I saw TEARDROPS in my angel’s eye. It came to me and asked me to help it. And I didn’t know what to do. I just could not repay the angel for the new verve it had given me. So I just thought may be you can help me. All I request you are after reading this post please pray the LORD for just five seconds that MAY MY ANGEL GET WHAT IT WANTS. I HOPE that you will do this small favor for me. PLEASE…. I love my angel and I’m sure even you would if you see it. PLEASE PRAY FOR IT. THAT’S THE WHOLE REASON FOR ME TO WRITE THIS POST.

Eat well, Sleep safe. Sayonara

Have a Nice Day [=)]

Tum Raja, Woh Rani par mein kyun GHULAM......

Adam and Eve; the two people who were responsible for the evolution of mankind. But my Grandfather had a different story. My Grandfather (he was an Astrologer) knew the true reason (story) behind the evolution of mankind. Two days before he knew he was going to die, he called me and told me the sacred truth that was passed on from generations. I still remember those words. He said “Eighty years back my Grandfather said this to me and today I’m telling this to you. You will know when you are going to die, and then you call your grandson and tell him this sacred truth of which we are the guardians”. A joke struck me then, I thought what if I get a Grand Daughter instead, but I knew, it wasn’t the right time for jokes.

He started his story.

“When God made this planet, he first made the mountains, then the trees, then the rivers, then all other important things. The last but one thing he created was two men. A strong man whose name was DOG and a weak man whose name was CAT. Dog and Cat gradually started to know each other. They became friends. Good Friends. They worked together, they hunted together, they ate together, they played together and they slept togeth. . . actually that is where things didn’t go right. They didn’t sleep together. That is when God realized his mistake. He knew there was going to be no progress and at the same time ‘Ctrl + D’ wasn’t working for him in heaven so as to delete his mistake. So he created the last and most dangerous thing. A Woman whose name was BITCH (not being a chauvinist). Then the three lived happily ever after . . . ever after till the Dog made out with the Bitch. Because now the Dog spent most of its time with Bitch while the Cat was feeling left out. Finally one day, the Cat decided to end this up. He spoke to the Dog about the Bitch. Little talks grew into huge swears. And then the mighty Dog got angry and fisted the weak Cat. The Cat then just fled from there. He fled to Bitch and told her that the Dog had just slipped and fallen off the cliff. Hearing this Bitch ran towards the cliff – tip and actually slipped and fell into the deep gorge. Once the Dog got to know about this, he started chasing the cat. God up in heaven was seeing all these shit happening and thought that humans must be the best of his creations and not the worst. So he converted the Dog and the Cat to DOG and CAT. And then he created ADAM and EVE. Since then the age old rivalry of the Dogs and Cats started”.

What I’ve learnt: When I heard this story, I could actually relate it to myself. I had a lot of Dog and Cat situations in my life (actually all the time). The worst part, I never got the chance to be a DOG. The best part, luckily, I wasn’t being chased. Instead I was being ignored or just left least interacted. And i hate to be the CAT.

P.S. Dog – Bitch relationship didn’t always mean a couple relationships. It was just that the Cat was ignored (that’s the story all about).

Moral: Two is a company, three a crowd. So ignore the odd one out.

Eat well, Sleep safe. Sayonara

Have a Nice Day [=)]

This one is dedicated to my strongest supporter Nivuuuuu.....